I Blog... So what?

I was thinking today about how I don't post to this thing much, and I feel weird about it sometimes. I feel weird that I am not following through with something that I started. However, I keep coming back to the basic idea of "So what?"

I started this thing just to vent. Then I got hooked up with the guys over at Steve Brown, Etc. and it was sort of a community thing. Then I told some friends about it and they read it sometimes, but then I was in a dilemma because I said something here that a friend took out of context. It cause him to question me about it. Then I got defensive about it. I thought, "well, I will just becareful about what I write on here." However, what's the point? If I can't be completely honest, then it defeats the pupose of why I started this to begin with. So, I started writing less and less, and now I might update it once or twice a year. I don't even think the SBE people are reading it anymore.

I tried to make some of the posts something spiritual, but I am not that insightful. Some of the posts I started writing, I ended up stopping because I was just trying to prove that I was more correct than other people (all of this on a blog that no one reads). Who cares if I am right or wrong? What does it prove?

I thought about taking this one down and then creating another one, but not much of a point in taking an obscure blog and making it completely anonymous.

If you have a blog that people read more power to you. I just haven't figured out the point in keeping this updated. (I guess it is bad enough that I write a post on how I don't keep a blog updated to people that aren't reading it anyway. HA!) Knowing me, since I have decided not to care, I will probably find more to write about.

Till next time (if)
J...